| Location | Preston |
| Age | 27 days |
| Cause of Death | Organ Failure |
| Date of Birth | 10/07/2008 |
| Date of Death | 06/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 1,236 since 07/08/2008 |
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Freya-Poppy
10th july 08 - 6th august 08
Baby Girl
On the 11th January 2008 i found out i was pregnant, it was all so crazy i thought my life was ending. I sat and cried in Asda for a while and then hurried home to tell My best friend emma the news ... we got all excited and went to buy lots of nice things for you within a few weeks i had bought pretty much everything and hidden it at emmas and under my bed so my mum wouldnt find out. Sadly in april emma died and my life was turned up side down, and from this moment on i thought i couldnt have this baby, i would be replacing her. My pregnancy went by and she started moving and i started to get a big bump, i didnt make any effort to hide it but i just didnt tell anyone i was so numb to everything. I feel awful now knowing what has happened and how i didnt treasure my pregnancy and enjoy every second she was inside me - if only i would of known it was short lived and that soon enough she would be here.
Freya was born 11 weeks early and have a rough time from the start with feeding and breathing she eventually got off the ventilator at 3 weeks old and breathed for the first time alone. I was so proud. She had an operation on her heart to unblock her left ventricle and after the operation everyone was hopeful and she seemed to start to get better then suddenly her heart stopped beating and another operation was needed on the other side of her heart. During the operation Freya's lung collapsed and the operation had to be stopped.
She stopped breathing and then her heart stopped. The hospital did all they could do to revive her but it was her time to go. She was such a little fighter. She was way to precious and beautiful for this world.
Freya mummy misses you so much and just cant imagine what her life is gonna be without you. You were in all my dreams and all my plans for the future i feel lost without you. Go play with the other angel babies and i know aunty emma will look after you.
I will never ever forget you, you will always be my precious little girl.
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I'm going to tell you something
I hope you'll never have to know.
I'll tell you how a heart can break
And tears can constant flow.
I lost my baby girl you see,
An angel in my eyes
God chose to take her hand one day
And led her to the skies.
But please do not forget my child
She was a person too
And forever she will live
Inside of me and you.
So, please don't ever tell me
That time will heal my pain
Because not even time
Can bring her back again.
Just tell me she is happy
In that land way up above
She's snuggled in an angels wings
All wrapped in Mummy's love.
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We are connected, My child and I,
by an invisible cord, not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord that connects
us 'til birth
This cord can't be seen by any on Earth.
This cord does its work right from the start.
It binds us together, attatched to my heart.
I know that it's there, though no one can see,
The invisible cord from my child to me.
The strength of this cord is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed, it can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord man could create,
It withstands the test, can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you are not here with me,
The cord is still there, but no one can see.
It pulls at my heart, I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline, as never before.
I am thankful that God connects us this way,
A mother and child--Death can't take it away!
♪♫•**•.Angel Birthday Blessings.•**•☆.｡.•*
.......…….HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY
…....….....……Freya
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother
my beautiful girl, oh how i miss you!! life is crazy and i know it would be perfect if you were here to brighten my day!! hope your having fun up there. tons of kisses sweety xxxxxxx
wow 1 year on ...
WOW! Its been a Year!
Ive missed you soo much in this time,
Though, Ive always felt you near
I sense you in my thoughts at times,
You help me guide my grief.
You remind me of the strength you taught
And in the power of belief.
I often hear your gurgles
And smell your baby skin.
I know your watching over me,
I feel it deep within
I wish it was the other way,
And that I could look after you.
I'd kiss and hug you Everyday
And do what mummys do!
But today is not for sadness,
Its a day to feel so proud!
To celebrate your day of birth
And the life you were allowed.
Your life that gave such richness,
Your life, so full of LOVE
A Love that shines so brightly still
In the starry skies above!
Your life, too short here with us,
But cherished all the same.
You touched so many hearts on Earth,
Your legacy will remain.
happy 1st birthday
Its a year since I first watched you shine
An angel I can truly call mine
Sent from Heaven, just for me
Filled with hope and dignity
A blessing, now and always
You brighten all of my days
Precious child, I love you so
More than anyone could know.
Baby’s breath and sun-filled skies
Ladybugs and lullabies
Starry nights and bright moonbeams
Tender hearts and lasting dreams
Each a gift within your view
During this time, made for you
May only good things come your way
On this, your very first birthday
A Birthday In Heaven - Author Unknown
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play the fool
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel xxx
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
This is lovely.
Horrible, but lovely.
It puts everything into perspective eh?
Thinking of you both
xxx
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